So I Smile (Damnatio Memoriae)
Islème Sassi (2014)
Half of my life I can’t remember
The other half of my life
I was walking in the darkness, my eyesight useless
I was blindfolded, I blame you
Mother of confusion, don’t it bother you
I was blind and so were you wer blind
Leading me in circles, it don’t matter now
I passed severe judgment on you
I cast an evil spell on you
Now at last I start to let go
So I smile at you passing by
I can see you wonder why
You don’t mean not a thing to me
I am walking free
Did you never think of me becoming older
Did you never muse about all the things I told you
So I tried all day long, at night, I know we both cried
I still remember well
It was bad, for no apparent reason it all turned out so sad
But I condemn your memory
To eternal oblivion
I know you never wanted to do the things you did to me
But you still did them to me, did you not?
I know you still love and you say you always have
But what good is that to me I wonder
Believe me, with a past like this
The best thing that can happen to you and me:
damnatio memoriae
She will put us to rest.